Just finished reading every post I made on here along with Alisha. She's amazing, by the way. Genuinely infatuated with her. I've never felt this way. This kind of love before. She tugs my soul.
Unsurprisingly I didn't remember a whole lot while we read through my old posts. Depression and anxiety makes the memory fuzzy. Reading some entries made me realize how unhappy I really was and I feel like I wasted so much time being unhappy.
I'm really good now. Truly the happiest I've ever felt. The healthiest I've ever felt. The most satisfied I've ever felt.
People change, I'm proof of that. I've changed for th better. I'm finally comfortable in my own skin and with my emotions. It feels amazingly freeing.
I am loving the now. The present. And I'm excited to look back 4 years from now.